My Clashed Holidays! Argh.

Im really sorry bloggers..gosh! It has been ages since I updated my blog. Well, I've been blaming my laziness and lack of interesting thoughts I can share you guys. I mean, I know it sucks to just complain on how unfair the world could be to us, right? So, since Blog is most likely a public diary, I would love to share to you all readers the latest and not so moarnful events of my life.

What's up?? I was really happy that last Friday was my last paper! haha..then that means, right after the exam, it's HOLIDAYS! I packed my stuffs the night before the exam out of my excitement! Oh God, I can't believe I've got loads and loads of things in my locker that I haven't used and never thought of using in the future. You see, that's the thing about being a shopaholic. You tend to buy and buy things that you think you like, then dump them somewhere a few weeks later as you found them no longer attractive. Gosh! Should I sell them? If only I can open a mini-garage sale in from of my room! haha..I can collaborate with my roommates if they have old or even new things that they're not using anymore! It could be a hit! haha..many girls..as long as they are girls (correct me if Im wrong)..they will surely love shopping! yeahh..I'll be known as the "Filipina-Garage-Queen" in CFS! haha..Oh my Gawdd. And Im imagining, as I deal with a girl looking for a nice pink brouch to match her pink,silk baju kurung..the Mahallah (hostel) fellow came and confiscated my products!

" I CAN summon you, you know?!!! ", exclaims the mad Mahallah leader, firmly pointing out the word summon in front of my face as I watch my products being harshly packed.

" You don't understand..", I cried as I start kneeling down in the floor, grabbing her right hand..

OK.

ENOUGH. Im just imagining it, OK. But now it's creeping me out. And the last part reminds me of Arthie from Shrek 3, as he begs the old, short-robed Merlin to cast them a spell. haha..

Moving on..Hawa and I bot the bus going to PJ at 5pm, the afternoon after the jumaat prayer. Gosh! we're so holiday-deprived and it shows as we're dying to get our ass out of Nilai as early as we can. We reached Gombak and had a dinner with Hannah (my countrymate). Then, I met A**r, Hawa's classmate in High School, with the really cute voice (that will most probably suit a 12-year-old girl). Then again, after dinner is another boring night. So we decided to plan everything first before anything else.

SATRUDAY/ June 07:

-we'll visit Jene's house to..basically, to disturb her peaceful life! haha..

SUNDAY/ June 08:
-we'll savour the moment we have to roam around Gombak campus and check-out some hot guys! haha..since it's still school days in there! and we'll eat..and then walk again..and eat once again! Oh God, we're like living in a stone age and the only thing humans do is to eat, hunt and eat some more!

MONDAY/ June 09:

-we're planning to disturb another innocent and peaceful life, Mika's house! haha..coz I haven't swim for a year now coz Im afraid to get dark! But now, im craving to soak myself in the cool water and do whatevr I want under the sun! Then, after that we're planning of having a bit of shopping and head out butts back to Nilai.

Uhu. That's basically the outline of our three-day-holiday. But it all changed on a late Saturday night, when we recieved a text message from the Taaruf Coordinator that we will have to go back for a briefing session of all The MCs. Gosh! Our plans have clashed on an early bus trip on about 6:45 on a cold Sunday morning. And it was raining for God's sake!!! I can just remember myself laughing as Hawa swear in her every step in the tarmac. I bet we're the earliest passengers ever that morning. The sky is still on its dreamy, dark blue state and you can still feel the 'ZzZzZzZ' of everybody. So far, we just managed to visit Jene's house. huhu..but it doesn't matter. What really matters is the 1 hour journey in the uber slow tube of the KTM. God, if only we have a choice, KTM would be my last option. It was a good deal of boredom that invited drowsyness to come..and yeahh we slept! The next thing we know, we're only 2 stations away from Nilai. We woke up in the station called BANGI, that happened to be BAI GI as what is written in the sign board. And what do you expect us to do? We panicked, of course! We're foreigners. There's no such thing as getting lost for us. Coz most of the time, no one can help us but ourselves! Turns out the other half of the letter N was removed because of the oldness of the sign board. haha..CRAP! Hawa's reaction really damn convinced me that we're lost! haha..

We arrived just right in time for us to grab lunch and attend the briefing . So guys, see you this Thursday and Friday morning in the field as I'll be your MC for two programs of the Taa'ruf week in Nilai.

HANG ON, i forgot: WELCOME NEWBIES!!!

ciao! ciao! ;>

Frisson??

Let me tell you of a story of one of my annoying love stories, i swear i don't want to happen again. Well, there's this guy I like from last sem..he's buff, tall, dark and (yup! u got it) handsome! haha..so much of the fairytale! He's really nice. Everybody likes him..and when I say everybody, I mean most of the girIs (the GmGs to be exact)! Oh well, I cant blame them..he came from a somewhat M*****y School where the students are known to be so disciplined and not to mention..smart!

I first met him in a dinner where we are not supposed to be going. But we went instead to accompany a friend. Ok! when the first time I saw him, I thought he's drunk. Oh c'mon! If you saw someone with a really heavy eye bags and looks at you as if you're the prettiest girl in the world (whereas ur not), of course you'll thought that he's somewhat not in conscious! hehe..alright moving on. We found it uncomfortable to hang-out with guys in that time of the night, so we just separated with them and eat to the nearest cafe'. As we finished, we found ourselves stumbling to the karaoke restobar where my not-so-good friends where..and he happens to be their friend as well! Yeahh..u see..Im really not in this world. I thought he was just someone who happens to walk with us. (I know, Im dumb) hehe..

yeahh..as the creepy night goes on, one of Sarah's (her unpopular name) friend came up to us and offered us a sit. I was about to think he's a gentleman when suddenly he offered us to have some Sh**h*! An another kind of smoke- which those guys denied to be a smoke- that originated from Dubai. (Crap! Im really missing lots of my perspectives here.) Then, he asked our names one by one like an old man. So we introduced ourselves feeling like we really wanna leave! OMG! After he asked our names, that crap never left us! He was with us the whole time, he was bubbling stories of his not-so-depressing life that he exaggeratively described as DEPRESSING and lost!

"MAKE UR MAMA PROUD!!! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!!!!", exclaimed that crazy guy, while pointing on my nose, making the other table look at me like I was an alien! It was sooooo embarrassing!!!

Crap! But the good thing about it is that he introduced us to some other guys (not as crazy as him), which happens to be **y and the guy im pertaining to I called later on "My Guy" . But my guy was so, kind of or let's face it, really high that time that he just settled down on his place and looking up as if wishing the stars will fall down on his eyes! He never talked to me taht night. whereas **y grabbed a chair and was uncomfortably leaning on me. I was told by that crazy guy a while ago that **y came from the place i used to live and turns out that he just lived there for a year.

It's really annoying to talk to **y coz he processes questions on his head slowly. When i say slowly, It's really slow!! No offense but I was really mad that.. that crazy guy let me talk to this dumb and wasted my golden 15 mins., just by waiting for him to process things on his head! Finally, Turkey called him for his turn on another round of Sh**h*. Then, the crazy guy started to fill the blank sit again by his fluffy butt and started bubbling (again). But this time, I'm crapped out! I really wanna leave. and Im glad that my friends weren't that stupid not to notice this crap going on. We said our goodbyes and went.

By the time we reached our dorm, Sarah's phone rang. It was just a missed call from someone unregistered on her phone. So we tried to call back, but the guy just simply said he happened to ring the wrong number. However, Sarah gave me the number in case he will ring any of us. I rang him the next evening and he told me his name.

The next day, I went to my 1st Arabic class. I hate this class! I feel like I was an alien for everybody. No familiar faces. No one I could really talk to. But alienism (is there such thing??) broke when my lecturer roll called our names, and I found out that he's my classmate for God's sake!!! haha..mapagbirong tadhana! Now, i had a reason to go my horrible Arabic class!

The class went 4 times a week, 2 hours a day, for 3 months! Can u imagine how often I see him for the past 3 months?? Actually, I really had the dose of him, but..still. I found myself liking him among hundreds of guys in our campus. Our communication didn't stop by just asking his name. We send each other some forwarded msgs and some creepy good nights!! There was this day when I was so bored, so i rang him. And he called back! haha..(that was unexpected..) He asked he if anything wrong or what happen . .I cant tell him I was just bored so i disturbed him, so I said I happen to press my speed dial..which is, I know, a lame excuse!

But as the day past by, we seldom talk. Suddenly there's this sort of barrier between us that forbids us to get through. I know he knew I have something for him. Duh? Of course he knows! I just didn't expect that he would act that way..and so..the frisson....ends.

im bored..

I was thinking of not updating this page for as long as it exist!! haha..but poor thing! coz what would I write?? im suffering on a writer's block now..that every thought that passess me is not absorbing my delicate, crumpled brain!

But i realized..no one would ever dare to visit this page..no one would ever take a glimpse of it..However, i'll be known as "the girl who never ever updated her blog"! haha..u think that's sad?? Nah..there's sadder than that. Like how i have to write 3 essays in 3 days time and how i have to deal with the Giggling M**** Girls (aka GmG) everyday..now that's sad! Or worse, PATHETIC!!! can you imagine socializing with them but at the back of ur mind u really wanna leave??

Oh My God! I dont know why Im having this really bad temper these days..maybe i need some sleep! (Oh wait! kabuwana ko naba?? nvr mind) Im so stressed! Can you feel me?? haha..DONT! it's so infectious you can't stand it! Anyway, 2 days from now will be holidays already..then that means?? OUTING!! yeah..i need that one! I need to get out of here and breath. I need some fresh air and some sun! haha..so this weekend i'll be spending the holidays with mah fwendz in a place called Genting Highlands. Im excited not for the fact that someone really familiar to me is coming, but because I've never been there. Everybody seems to know that place and always testifies that its realy amazing! So im like, "REALLY??". I mean, if you've heard how they testify it you would really drive to the "really mood". hehe..so yeahh..we're going this weekend .. and Im looking forward to see this particular guy I like..oh yeah! I havent told you about him!

He's someone from Far Far Away, in the kingdom of Middle Asia. He's 5'9 tall (yeah..i know im just until his chest!) and slim. He's on my class in Arabic extra class, and he's not what u call a student (if you know what i mean!). He's SO obssess with his country and he will mention it (specifiacally the name of the country) countless times until you will be forced to always change the topic whenever he provoke it! Sometimes I think he would rather marry his country than a living woman! But..ur wondering how can I stand to date him?? Well, di q alam! I dont know..all of the sudden it occured to me that I need someone to talk to.. and TADA! He's just right behind me, waiting for someone to talk to as well! Can you imagine how we shared the same disease?? It's a long story indeed. You totally dont wanna know!

Alright. So much of this bordom..

a day..whatever you call it!

well..i really feel weird about myself today! you know, i woke up 8:20 in the morning feeling relieved of these past few days of lack of sleep..when suddenly i checked my hp and found out i have class for this creepy listening--a totally hatable class (hate+able, is there such thing? haha) ..so i have to run all the way to the toilet to wash my oilyyy face! but when i slided my big head on the top of my table, turns out my class is at 2pm!! gosh! Its once in a million years that i would go rushing my butt to the bathroom coz im freakishly late for class (not even for arabic)! and some more..it turns out that my hatable class is cancelled and nobody ever cared to tell me that! great.


on the brighter side, i only have 1 class today..haha!! everything happens for a reason,huh? I love God. we had an open-notes-8-questions quiz for understanding islam. .who would'nt love that?? its the shortest quiz ive ever been! its like less than 20mins?! hehe..(xiaro di na mahuman daun!)


and so the shortest quiz in my life ended in less than 20mins..and we still have time to chill and eat our first ever intentional breakfast (coz Im not the breakfast type) in the nearest non-poisonous restaurant from our barried mahallah! and guess what? my dying guy is there (mik, i mean d 1st 1 alright?!)! the one that i cn only see for twice a sem! but still.. ahh. .he's so CUTE! he waved at me with his beaming smile--its like i can see only him and no one else! oh my god! can somebody pinch me??!! OK. i know it sound so PRE-TEEN..but..but..OK (inhale.exhale.).


and there goes my day..
oh wait..its raining?? gotta go.

o cge, paalam! ;)