Friday, May 23, 2008

Frisson??


Let me tell you of a story of one of my annoying love stories, i swear i don't want to happen again. Well, there's this guy I like from last sem..he's buff, tall, dark and (yup! u got it) handsome! haha..so much of the fairytale! He's really nice. Everybody likes him..and when I say everybody, I mean most of the girIs (the GmGs to be exact)! Oh well, I cant blame them..he came from a somewhat M*****y School where the students are known to be so disciplined and not to mention..smart!

I first met him in a dinner where we are not supposed to be going. But we went instead to accompany a friend. Ok! when the first time I saw him, I thought he's drunk. Oh c'mon! If you saw someone with a really heavy eye bags and looks at you as if you're the prettiest girl in the world (whereas ur not), of course you'll thought that he's somewhat not in conscious! hehe..alright moving on. We found it uncomfortable to hang-out with guys in that time of the night, so we just separated with them and eat to the nearest cafe'. As we finished, we found ourselves stumbling to the karaoke restobar where my not-so-good friends where..and he happens to be their friend as well! Yeahh..u see..Im really not in this world. I thought he was just someone who happens to walk with us. (I know, Im dumb) hehe..

yeahh..as the creepy night goes on, one of Sarah's (her unpopular name) friend came up to us and offered us a sit. I was about to think he's a gentleman when suddenly he offered us to have some Sh**h*! An another kind of smoke- which those guys denied to be a smoke- that originated from Dubai. (Crap! Im really missing lots of my perspectives here.) Then, he asked our names one by one like an old man. So we introduced ourselves feeling like we really wanna leave! OMG! After he asked our names, that crap never left us! He was with us the whole time, he was bubbling stories of his not-so-depressing life that he exaggeratively described as DEPRESSING and lost!

"MAKE UR MAMA PROUD!!! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!!!!", exclaimed that crazy guy, while pointing on my nose, making the other table look at me like I was an alien! It was sooooo embarrassing!!!

Crap! But the good thing about it is that he introduced us to some other guys (not as crazy as him), which happens to be **y and the guy im pertaining to I called later on "My Guy" . But my guy was so, kind of or let's face it, really high that time that he just settled down on his place and looking up as if wishing the stars will fall down on his eyes! He never talked to me taht night. whereas **y grabbed a chair and was uncomfortably leaning on me. I was told by that crazy guy a while ago that **y came from the place i used to live and turns out that he just lived there for a year.

It's really annoying to talk to **y coz he processes questions on his head slowly. When i say slowly, It's really slow!! No offense but I was really mad that.. that crazy guy let me talk to this dumb and wasted my golden 15 mins., just by waiting for him to process things on his head! Finally, Turkey called him for his turn on another round of Sh**h*. Then, the crazy guy started to fill the blank sit again by his fluffy butt and started bubbling (again). But this time, I'm crapped out! I really wanna leave. and Im glad that my friends weren't that stupid not to notice this crap going on. We said our goodbyes and went.

By the time we reached our dorm, Sarah's phone rang. It was just a missed call from someone unregistered on her phone. So we tried to call back, but the guy just simply said he happened to ring the wrong number. However, Sarah gave me the number in case he will ring any of us. I rang him the next evening and he told me his name.

The next day, I went to my 1st Arabic class. I hate this class! I feel like I was an alien for everybody. No familiar faces. No one I could really talk to. But alienism (is there such thing??) broke when my lecturer roll called our names, and I found out that he's my classmate for God's sake!!! haha..mapagbirong tadhana! Now, i had a reason to go my horrible Arabic class!

The class went 4 times a week, 2 hours a day, for 3 months! Can u imagine how often I see him for the past 3 months?? Actually, I really had the dose of him, but..still. I found myself liking him among hundreds of guys in our campus. Our communication didn't stop by just asking his name. We send each other some forwarded msgs and some creepy good nights!! There was this day when I was so bored, so i rang him. And he called back! haha..(that was unexpected..) He asked he if anything wrong or what happen . .I cant tell him I was just bored so i disturbed him, so I said I happen to press my speed dial..which is, I know, a lame excuse!

But as the day past by, we seldom talk. Suddenly there's this sort of barrier between us that forbids us to get through. I know he knew I have something for him. Duh? Of course he knows! I just didn't expect that he would act that way..and so..the frisson....ends.